Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Day one

So when I told my husband I was going to start this blog he said, Oh My God, our house is going to fall into the stone ages with all the hobbies you have now. I am not really sure what that means but I am pretty certain it was meant to be negative.
In my defense, I do not have a lot of hobbies. I have a few hobbies which I hop back and forth between in semi-excitement not exactly completeing much of anything. I am what you would call a "planner". An extremely detailed planner. The problem being I plan everything down to the smallest detail and fail, (I hate that word), to follow thru. That is what makes me awesome management material.
I could go on and on in fine detail, (of course) giving lots of examples of my inability to complete fantastically thought out THINGS, PLANS, BOOKS, MODELS,IDEAS...but I think you get the jest of my issue. BUT...this blog is not about all those short comings in my personality. It is about what a lot of your blogs are about. My inability to go one single day without eating lard.
I love grease. Well, that is what I tell myself and others. The truth is I am an addict. And just like any other addict my addiction will kill me eventually. No, I do not mean the addiction for hobbies. I mean I am slowly killing myself with food. Just as surely as someone commits suicide with pills or a gun I am killing myself and apparently I choose to die with every single binging bite...

I am writing this blog to hopefully work thru my addiction and get to a healthier place. WARNING***For anyone who reads this and may know me I want you to know this is not going to be a safe place because I intend to be totally honest about everything and everyone in my world who I can place blame on...even though it is me who is to blame...did I mention I HAVE ISSUES?

No comments:

Post a Comment